Brought Jabez for his jaundice check jus now w hub♥
it's 160. went down by 17. still gotta go back next wk.
but thanks god it's decreasing...

2 more wks to bb full month!
confinement OVER!!!
HORRAYYY!!!
hahass

mayb going back to work soon.
thinking to put my 2 lil ones at nanny first than when grow older than put at childcare.
cos Jabez is too young to put at infant care.
wait when he cries no one attend to him.
though is sad that i cant tkc of him but no choice cos of buying flat,
i gotta work to have cpf in order to get more loan from hdb.

nowadays flats prices are increasing so horrible!!!!
gov keep encourage ppl to buy flat yet keep increasing the prices. sigh

at times i keep thinking do i regret bringing Jabez to this earth? sigh
but i know is a super rubbish thinking!!!!
i shouldnt have think this way!!!!
i bring him to this earth than i should give him whatever i can.
i shouldnt have this irresponsible thinking!!!
lets hope i can make it and go through every difficulties!
i shall not let my thinking bring me down!!!!!!!!
JIAYOU MABEL!
i can do it!