awww...
i've no right of doing any things ever since i move in amk!
eg. eating habit!

every ppl have different ways of doing somethings!
in the past, sometimes i only had a meal or not even had any food in a day.
or can say i use to have my meal only when i'm hungry.
and not according to the 3 meals per day.
why cant i have abit of my own space of doing my own things?

can say i quite ap since i move in here.
due to all the naggings and etc...
i hate oily, sweatness & etc... overall dirtiness.
or like my mum says, is my own problem.
i might have the problem which is over-cleaniness?
my mum's afraid i got some sort of mental problem or depression.
cos i keep having hallucination. =(

i try my best to keep myself stress free.
stop giving myself pressure.
but everyday, nagging brings me down.
i dislike ppl to distract bb when she's slping!
and Yes!! i hate most when whoever says vulgar to my BB!!

Dear God, pls help me with all the problems i'm facing!
let me have peace.
dont let any quarrels happen.
let my attitude better!
dont let me fall!!!

luckily i have her with me!

brighten my life whenever she smile.


i really afraid i will collapse!!
really afraid!!!
tears flowing within me =(