Been real tired out this few days so never blog.

ytr finally get to leave the house!!!
feed baby than ask mil tkc of her awhile.
Bus-ed to AMKhub with hubby. (air-con damm SHIOK!!!)
went NTUC & bought so much gorcery. spend $80+
Cabby home aftermath.

afternoon 二姑 came. bought stuff for me & a very nice pendant for Kai Ni, and before she left, she pass me $200 for baby stuff =)

ard 4pm+ other 3 aunt came.
dislike the 二姨, so many fucking comment, think she so clever.
baby is mine, i know wad to do or not i will ask others!
Ofcourse i will listen to Dr and definitly not YOU!!!
after dinner, chatted with 小姨, she still the best. she not like those oldies!
she knows me =) so tell her thing she wont nag or says.

sigh. been really lost! my face colour change. pale! look like a vampire now! eye ring super dark. been feeling giddy for 3days le. (is those black out giddness) dont know isit high blood or low blood pressure. sweating like fuck for no reason in the night. is really sweat till whole shirt wet like jus wash like that. having nightmare. like not really into slp like that. every 15-20 mins wake up. pek cek.
tears rolled down my cheek every day & night when i think of "things". sigh
will i get the after birth depression? LOL anyway peeps who get depression wont know their depressed, so i'm still ok.
if only i can go back my home =( i miss mum cooks.

tml mummy coming after work =) i ask her bought 5 pkt of confinement bath bag for me, which means i can bathe 10x =) bear for 2 more wk & i'm gonna drink & eat cold things like nobody business!!!!

really cant stand the fucking weather!!! and i wanna go swimming!!! wild wild wet!!! but cant exert much force even if the outer layout heals. deep inside still got many layer. =( must take good care.

I must not fall easily!!!
I want give my baby good life!!!
I want give her everything the best!!!